How many times it had happen. How many incident had happened. How many times it causes us to aruge .
How tiny is my brain , how pathetic. Pathetic in the way that it doesnt really function before "it" came out of my mouth. "it" may be innoncet for what i thought .But "it" became monsterous , blood thristy and murderous to others and hurt one deeply .
How i wonder the many times that dEaR could have endure? How i wonder ..If those "it" were to stuck on me , how painful it would be . Like millions of sharp pointy knife stabbing on the soft armored heart.
Yet lesson had been learn before , but it seems that i have change none at all .Still the same before , still as idiot as before . Perhaps a brain surgeon would help to cure. How long i yearn to change all this such no arugement would come in between us .For all it started because of "it". how stupidity of me .
im sinned.

Nothing can help me,
only myself.
Yet i myself couldnt
do much to help.
how stupid that would be.

So please dEaR , please stay with me for i can't do anything with my own. sorry my dEaR . i really do. please forgive me .

words of pain

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:10 PM