LOL.this is the 2nd timE!wtf.sian lor.assssssssssss.lol.but nvm.haha.ohh.went out whole day today.lol.dota in the afternoon , bbq in the night.lol busy day =x.man,i should have know.people with camera phone will get addicted to taking photo of themself.omg,i feel that im becoming one-.-.LOL.crap!!@#!@#.SIAN LA.crap lor.nowadays what happen to bus uncles ar.TMD.DRive LIKE TORTOISE ! 20km/h.WTH.GREEN LIGHT ALSO CAN BRAKE SIA.OMG .what is wrong with them?wrong pills?or too old and feeble...crap.=. -
was so impatiently waiting to alright on my bus stop.crap bus.then no keys...dot...lol...

What does it feels like when you live life unhappily.what does it feels like when you dont think it is worth yet you are trying.what does it feels like to be torture every single day.what does it feels like when no one understands you , no one to hear you out.

It is too late to blame yourself,
it had already gone by.

Purpose Driven Life.



posted by Zeph Chew at 9:58 PM

Haha.finally,a change.althought not much but still consider change?lol.how long have it been?i lost count.lol.well,went to change hairstyle and went shopping for bbq thingy with my brother.lol.nothing much today.haha.talk on phone.hmm that is all.im hungry and tired.>< .lol.

There is always a end to everything,
including a dark tunnel.

Purpose Driven Life.



posted by Zeph Chew at 8:32 PM

Well,lets talk about yesterday.was really a enjoyable day.went for hairspray.lol.bought specs in a gang for 1 buck and went around advertising.lol.really fun but tiring.that is the last youth/racial harmony bazaar for us!=D.

When Life seems to be dark and cold,there will always be people willing to help to guide and provide warm.that is life.so look around,there will always be people to help.when you dont see it,it is just that you have shut yourself.open up to see a wider persecptive of live.there is always something worth living for.

Its just a empty vessel,
our soul is the main.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:53 AM

ouch!both my feet are crying out loud!damn,thought was nothing till today,ouch.what on earth.feel like im waiting on the ground using my bone.my nail is coming off too.lol.what signal is this.=. - lol.ahh,tml racial harmony!lol,borrowed indian costume from friend.lol.it is big.like XXL sia.lol.but nvm =x.nth much happen today,had 2 tests.done dnt.that is all.lol.tired sia.suddenly feel like sleeping yet another moment i dont.lol.crap =. - .

Even how hard the road of life is,human still continue to walk on.having goals to set them steadily on track.it always struck on me.what if things goes wrong tml,will it be the same?we are not just but strange living creature staying on earth finding meaning of life.is it what it is?or?who knows?i dont know.do you?

Treasure what you have now,
never take it for granted,
or you will regret losing it.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 8:56 PM

I just love the night.Cool,chilling and relaxing.ahh,especially at the beach.the sound of the wave and the gentle breeze of the wind.ahh.well,now we know that our s.s teacher is so fickle minded.lol told us of what memory lane today yet tell us cancelled.lol.lame man.well,offically "out" of sundar's lesson ba.lol she never gave me test today and never ask me to stay back for remedial.AHH.how long have i yearn for it.lol.since starting of the year!LOL.woot,i think im back alive again,chionging dnt like mad.i really need ms kwek to push me man.lol.or else i just slack =x.LOL.yeah,with dnt finished IM half free =x.LOL.taking pictures today for research lol,scary sia go to the hall.LOL.that estee - . -.well,came out that the camera is so SMALL.omg.nvm.lol.that is it. ~ the time of the new era is approaching.

Answer?everyone wants answer to their questions.it will really make them think and wonder if there arent answers to the qns!what they can do best is guess and predict , then give a rough answer.just like doing emaths,you will check constantly to see whether it is right cause you dont know the answer.the urge to know depends on the topic.some gave up when they cant wait or can't find it.

the world is just too BIG for US.
we have no power yet.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 8:24 PM

Power,It can control anything on earth,even a life.well was watching a life been brutality taken away,not so taken away as it is still struggling to live.it quite unfair for it,never really do anything to offend yet still face death.is this what they called karma in buddism?retribution from last life.well,kinda sad.it is true power indeed can make many things happen or in fact everything.a rich man can drive a poor man to death,a king can just kill anyone he likes.that is power.

Well,today was kinda boring.haha.stupid rain.my shoes all wet!.lol.well,i guess that is it,sundar is going to heck care of me which is a piece of good news.lol.wonder if i am needed to go for her stupid rememdial tml-.-.lol ohya memory lane.lol.6-8pm tml!!omg .well,wish you luck and jiayou.!haha.

What matters is the internal and not external.
A person can be beautiful yet evil.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:06 PM

sometimes it happen just too fast many of us couldnt take it,we all fall and despair,why have it happen so fast?it wasnt like this a few mins ago,yet now..we just cant face the fact that this had happen,we cant learn to live on with it.why?why have it happen,i don't know,who know?

well,still gulity sticken about today.haiya.have to learn to be cheerful SMILE.LoL.come to think of tomorrow,im most likely to die =x.no mc no nth.LOL.ahh.also that black ass sundar-.-..double stab.lol.gonna be intensive dnt this week.lol.miss kwek chasing over us ~lol.that is good,at least.i need pusher to get me working.that is me-.-".haiya.ok sleeping time ! before i overslpt again tml.=x

this will happen,
nothing can stop it.
it is the nature course of life.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:03 PM

haiz.what a mistake,terrible mistake.im such a ungrateful bastard.will have this feeling everything when i do it.why am i here while others are there.suck.can i ever reach my goal with such a freaking attitude i have now.i cant change.i will still return back to the old form,will i?sian.

A bastard is not whole caring for,
for he does not appreciate what others do for him.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 12:38 PM

ai zuo zhan,2nd show about cherish only when losing,only that the role has changed.lol.ahh.finally,im going to be out of sundar class IF only that bloody black doesnt try to do anything funny later.lol,3hrs more to school.suck tho,too slack on dnt.haix.die.lol.guide me anyone?im like a lost sheep =x.yesterday was really boring,slpt at 6am doing dnt.lol.yet produce so few pages like today.suck.mind over body.

Eternity is impossible,
as nothing last forever.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 4:11 AM

Collage of our life,a vey nice show.well,talks about a jap guy who had this special girl in his life.but he doesnt appericate what the girl does,till the girl left him.but everything was too late when the girl died by the hands of jealously of dreams.People learn to cherish,learn from mistake after someone have left them.arent it ironic?people often take it for granted when they know the person is there forever,only when the person is gone,they will start to wake up.this is how life is.learn to cherish now,not when you lose it.

jealous is the greatest evil of man,
it drives a human in doing things that are unimaginable,
even killing.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 4:40 AM

Looking at the moon , wondering about life.














I just hate compromise people who doesnt,it kinda sucks.you endure what a person does,but when the person cant seems to stop doing it.can you still endure?it will get accumlate,compromise and never get release result in unseem consequences which no one expect.this only depends on how much the person can endure,how the person learn to forget it,if so the consequence will be less,all the hatred will be vanish into thin air.i wish i can forget things easily,such that i will learn to compromise forever.but i cant.



God created life to be beautiful,
but human destroyed it.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 9:41 PM

Well,had a very enjoyable day yesterday.went out to celebrate estee's birthday,was really fun.a fruitful night.Well,friend called me and we talk for about a 1hr.didnt really want to say what i really thinks,but just that it is not good to keep.like what others say,get up after you fall,there is more beautiful things out there.that is not just but what human said to comfort then from failures.own personal desires,drive us to do things which arent right.i dont,as it will hurt another party.so what do it really means,why people started it when they dont mean it.for fun?for the feeling?or self interests?.well,rotting today i guess.haiz sian ar.DNT.lol..Adeline!!!Tag leh.lol,wouldnt cause much effort to tag right?so start tagging now =x.lols

Life,things just a cycle.
The different is just the content in it.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:32 AM

just couldnt stand the bloody sundar.so decided to overthrow her off her sit.since it had happen,no regrets.well,today was rushing like mad to come to school for the prize giving.scared late =x.haiz.im such a absent minded person,also forget things,one day prehaps i will lose my head and i wouldnt know it.lol.nothing much today.going out to celebrate estee's birthday.well,really stunned and surpised.but dont know why that things can happen so far.a moment like this and another moment like that.sighz.

Changes,should one really have to change to what others want?

Why should we be more understanding to someone who doesn't.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 5:44 PM

Well,Happy Birthday to Estee.May you have your wish come true.haha.tired today,but still hyper.never slp sia.mircale.well quite weird for me to start loving to read.lol.i just started to read 30pages from a story book today.and my friends were like,OMG SHI TIEN YOU CHOOSE ENGLISH OVER CHINESE.LOL.lame-.-.the book is NICE.lol.can mrs neo get the bloody sundar out-.-.i just freaking hate her to the core that no words can describe.LOL.haix.im still danging from what i am.just couldnt help but took a few glance.sian.tml getting prize.lol.

I didnt wish things to change,
but the world is not meant for us.
eventually,things will change.
But i hope it don't cause it hurtz.
Some people just cant wait,
the urge of knowing is too tempting.
Curiousity just kills.

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 8:26 PM

im still sick.Lol.the feeling of sick is fun.im mad.lol.well,today was damn moody and i tend to forget.AND I never bring wallet to school today.LOL.how forgetful.wanted to ask yet also forget.LOL.my brain is cursed.today damn tired.slpt at 5am yesterday.go school slpt the whole 2 periods of chinese.lol teacher just dont care.lol.sian.im slacking man.haix.like now.wanted to do dnt but end up havent do.wtf am i doing.slack all the way.kinda suck.haix.SUX AR.can i get sick tml-.-.

I once love to sleep,
but now...

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 1:22 AM

lol.still sick.but still strong =x.well,went to queenstown today to grab our class jersery.such a long journey.lol only reach home 10mins earlier with a huge bag of jersery.LoL.ahh.stupid ass never print properly sia.zz.came out to be not what i wanted.lol.well had english new south whales paper today,damn tired so i just anyhow do and copy from jeremy.lol.the paper is crap too.lols.i just found out that im been punch by myself in the eyes.lol.blue black.=x.
ohya was late for 2mins today and got 1hr detention in return.how kind of the school.best man.that black sundar is ass man.im late so what has it have to do with her.knn.today go in and have to hear her kpkb "today test also have to be late?".kNn.like i want to be late.LoL.sundar-.- , mindless ass , wonder where is her brain.lols.

Bless my friends for which they are worth blessing.
Bless my family members for they need your blessing.

Purpose Driven Life

posted by Zeph Chew at 9:06 PM

Woot.im half sick.going to burst my inter organs out sia.keep coughing-.-.lols.well dont look sick cause im STRONG =X.lol.well had EL prelim oral.suck like hell cause my english sucked.LOL.was doing amaths in school totally gave up after i went out of fulscape or should i say cause i lazy to do?.lol.going to chiong dnt later.haha.sian ar.im slacking behind with tons of homeworks and studies stacking up on me.im flat under the books =X.lols.chiong ar!
Im running like i always have,running towards without knowing what lies behind me,without looking what is around me.Stop is the choice.Time is passing by too slow,but changes is taking place too rapidly.
it seems to be down to 1 from 2.

Mighty God , given your power to create life so easily.
can you release one same way too?

Purpose Driven Life.

posted by Zeph Chew at 7:59 PM