Well , got my timetable for Poly course which means schools coming soon~! haha .kinda excited to study this course and kinda scared too . Excited as in the course is what i wanted to do. scared as in who knows how diffcult is the course? if i cant hand in assignment in time in DEAD.0.o~! failure is not an option in poly =.=..
oh well , had orientation earlier on. hmm to me , it was "er..bored" . Just couldn`t bring out the energy to cheer o.0. how strange. In primary school , you are bursting with energy inside you that you could shout till voice burst. In secondary school , only those in sec 1 or 2 maybe some in sec 3 could do excatly what we did in primary school . Well in Poly , for us to shout , it seems that we'll need all the influence they have. wha t i meant was , people around you SHOUT like a mad cow in fury then we could start opening our golden mouth.LOL. weird eh? pardon if im wrong on that.xD

1 day left to enjoy ~
Keen on the course..

Everlasting love

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:03 PM

Woot , went to marine bay to have seafood buffet today .yupx. The main purpose there was to sort of have a dinner with my dad before he leave for oversea job in vietnam. its kinda sudden when my dad told me that his leaving Singapore to Vietnam .haix.Hope dad will be safe when he goes there .who will want his dad to be in danger? There is many things that i want to express but i seems to be stumped and i cant write anything OUT. geez.

Anyway today is the 4th month for our 1st date ~!I could still remember clearly that fine day where both of us offically went out to plaza singapura. cool .dEaR was wearing green t-shirt with brown skirt(huge pocket..heee...).went to movie and stuff.. dEaR was kinda pondering what to wear the day before.haha thats so cute and sweet of her =). ahh. dont time just flies so quickly? 4th month o.O.cool! just when times flies by , its time for poly students like dEaR and me going to school soon .ahh..i was just starting to get on the holiday mood and enjoying wonderful moments with dEaR. oh well , none can stop time right? haix =.=

To all those who really hates their parents . Do cherish them , i know its hard to change your attitude towards them suddenly but you will never experience it if you never try. Dont wait till they are gone . Dont always have the thought that they are always by your side. cause you never know , you definately never know what misforunate might fall upon them the next second.
Cheers.

To my lovely dEaR
its been 4 months of wonderful moments with you and i really enjoy every single second of it. I really hope that those great times can be everlasting.

I can afford losting everything but
I can`t afford losing you.
Cherishing you every single moment.
Love you lots dEaR =)

posted by Zeph Chew at 12:00 PM

Well heres the head start.

Happy Birthday to my dearest dEaR. Leaving your sweet 16 already ?=p time to step out of it and march on to 17 , start of young adult.=)
Hope that you like my present. It may not be the best present in the world but its the purest love i made to you. Sorry that its not really organised. =|

Anyway , from what i really thought . Today is really a simple day for your birthday. Just went to TM watch movie then buy HP go home o.0.haha ...well , it seems that you are really excited about your hp . oh well , if im the one getting a new stuff that i like i also be like that addicted to it.so dont really have to worry about it =) .

Well , both of us are currently working at John Little Expo sale now. Its quite a interesting and fun job to work with , perhaps it is because im working with dEaR at the sale. haha . cause i won't be so lonely there and there is someone to talk to and play with ~ hehe. Time pass by quickly . Its only that Day 1 is really tough but i like it a lot cause its all manual work and it is fun ( dont ask me why..maybe cause i like it?heh ). Day 2 was helping out with supplies to unpack and put price tags .lol...
Then comes the start of work , cashier-ing at sale is really tough and stress for what i can say. Its totally like endless flow of people coming into the queue . Right after you serve finish one another customer is right infront of you =.=! .It is ok when the customer has less products but it is a headache when they come with a trolley full of items or bag filled with stuffs OMG!lol. Accuracy and Alertness during cashier is a must if not my head will roll ROFL..

Right.dEaR really quite enjoyed this expo sales too.It is really better than the previous company both of us worked in.Less restriction , less faces and NO attitude people .COOL eh? ^^. Perhaps we will work again with them for another EXPO sales IF Poly holidays crushes with the period.=D.

There are many things i really wish to do ,
but human like me have too little power to do so.
I will give you what is within my reach ,
but what is beyond seems impossible to me NOW.
Thank you for all your understanding.


once again happy 17th birthday to my dEaR . really must thanks your parents and friends for such a great birthday this year for you =) .thanks to them that you wouldnt feel so ill treated =)


Love you.

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:48 PM

How many times it had happen. How many incident had happened. How many times it causes us to aruge .
How tiny is my brain , how pathetic. Pathetic in the way that it doesnt really function before "it" came out of my mouth. "it" may be innoncet for what i thought .But "it" became monsterous , blood thristy and murderous to others and hurt one deeply .
How i wonder the many times that dEaR could have endure? How i wonder ..If those "it" were to stuck on me , how painful it would be . Like millions of sharp pointy knife stabbing on the soft armored heart.
Yet lesson had been learn before , but it seems that i have change none at all .Still the same before , still as idiot as before . Perhaps a brain surgeon would help to cure. How long i yearn to change all this such no arugement would come in between us .For all it started because of "it". how stupidity of me .
im sinned.

Nothing can help me,
only myself.
Yet i myself couldnt
do much to help.
how stupid that would be.

So please dEaR , please stay with me for i can't do anything with my own. sorry my dEaR . i really do. please forgive me .

words of pain

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:10 PM

Its been 3 months since i got together with dEaR.
Time flies , maybe to other people 3months is nothing , but 3 months for me is something . I have not tasted been in such a long relationship . It is the most sweetest relationship i have more than any other i have been in before . Though there is some little or major conflict we have , but it always ended with peace again . No damaged was done as both loved each other deeply for none wish to end . Understanding between each other was much more deeper , understanding the mistake of the other party and love the mistake .Loving which was said " To love someone , you must love both his/her strength and weakness " for those who can't love weakness requires more understanding before it vanish into thin air.
What can i ask more , my dEaR has been the most wonderful , caring , understanding and patient women i had meet . I can stand what she do , what she does , what she done . OK! =D.
I hope our love will be as long lasting as it can be , for two of us will create that .
Love you lots dEaR. just to tell you that sometimes you should just don't bother what i tell you cause those hurting comment i made without thinking , understanding towards you those were impulsive words .
so dEaR , sorry for those past times that i hurt u .

Its not possible for eternity to happen,
it just need both of us to believe to
make it happen . =D


Life has been wonderful ever since you stepped into mine world , your world and mine bond together to create a new world , fun of interesting and never ending joy and laughter =D.

posted by Zeph Chew at 4:13 PM

oh well. its been awhile since i have blogged =.= .Cause im too lazy to.LOL.haiya.. 1month already ..lol.
Anyway , got back O levels results like 1month ago . well, did better than i expected and as for my English got D7 as i expected too.lol. oh well , at least my results got me into poly . Got into the same poly as dEaR after posting was out .she got the fiancial business infomatics , i got into cyber and digital security in short same school same building.lol sweet~.
Time pass by so quickly , its like we were slacking around in school just few days ago and now we moving on life in seperate ways . different schools , different environment , different people .Hope that all of us could adept to it fast like what we did before from primary school to secondary school . I sort of hope that all of us would keep in contact frequently and meet out sometimes .Well we had been together as friends for almost 5years and its kinda waste to lose it just because we are walking different path now . lets hope =D.
Hope all of my friends a great success in future . Hope all those who fall to accumlate more determination to battle again for better results . bless all.

There are millions of people in singapore ,
getting our paths together in life for 5 years is slim.
lets not forget the times we were together as friends,
sharing things , chilling out together , getting into troubles ,
the joy , the laughter , the nerdy times , the panicy times
and mostly the fun times . =D

posted by Zeph Chew at 3:34 PM

woot!its FEB 2nd! and about 30mins more to 3rd FEB!countdown lo!woot.dEaR coming back soon.woot!
woke up at around 7-8am today to pray tai shui.at first wanted to sleep more and pray tml.lol .but mentally keep saying gogogogo.lol so went to temple nearby to pray.yup.hope tai shui bao yu wo and my family and friends xD.
Woke up from nap at 1030 and prepare to work.met mum and took 518 together.wow.Isetan Scott is so DAMN big.lol.at first blur blur.cant find the staff entrance.rofl!then went in to ask a promoter.im such a nooby =x.gosh .the service room stink ! and i still went in thrice.its like human hell man.
Went plaza sing's LP zone to change my polo tee , but well better luck next time , dont have my size AGAIN.dot.now have to go colvent?at hougang =.=!.next week ba.lol.
that all for today ba..roar=.=~.
*cant wait till tomorrow night to come.

ROAR!
Take care dEaR =)

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:39 PM

dEaR finally called yesterday .phew , finally relax .lolx thought something happened o.o..was pretty worried about her , then finally phone rung ."unknown number"=) yupx.muhahaha.
yawnX.was nearly late for dental appointment today.LOL 9.15 appointment i woke up at 8 and leave at 830 =.=.LOL omg did i transform to be a woman? so slow then ready to go out.LOL.well expected to wait for my turn there.lolx waited for 40mins o.o..then ya .went back to TM to play Time crisis again.LOLS im mad over the game lately.desperate to reach top 5=.=ARGHHH.lol.
then went back home to get charger and CDS for louis and went to louis house to play PS2. Reach Rong Qiang house at around 3 and started gambling =.=..
lol.3 person play blackjack is weird.you see the money move here and there.DOT.win lose win lose win lose.DOT.
finally won around 10bucks +? .didnt really count .wow.Rong Qiang has such a huge dog .scared me at the beginning .lolx its really cute .lol.
Went to play basketball after guo wei came .lolx. louis was like play poker leh ..LOL! but well still went to play basketball. i guess we didnt play basketball for quite a few months? such that most of us feel super tired and breathless after 1 or 2 rounds.ROFL.
Went to eat and went back home after that.
Gonna have a steamboat dinner at RQ house on SAT.lol .gonna go pray tai shui tml for some blessing.LOL.

6 days had passed.
2 more days to go ,
wish you would appear right before me now.

Love you dEaR.
E.T.A 2 days more.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
work work tml!

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:09 PM

hmm..2nd day le .dEaR havent call me.something happen?=\ .please be ok..worried~ .
ahh.woke up at 12-1pm today.YAWN .real tired .lol then went out with warren , louis and estee.lolx.. As usual , we went to pool , shop , eat etc.chit around and slack around.lolx.aiya , just bored . so go slack around =.=.
aiya. still can't break the record of 1.20m .got only 1.10m only .haix...more practise to go.can't wait to put the name KYT on top 5 =).
ohya.lolx warren they all keep saying i pangseh them when i have a gf .DID I?omg , please ~ i did go out with you guys when my gf is in town right? didn't i?lol~ dont maglin me ok? ^^.
well , shall do my stuff now and wait for dEaR to call me =).hope she does , im really worried .so CALL ME PLEASE !! =
its 2 days since i heard from you.
just give a sign to let me know u are ok.

miss you.

E.T.A 3 days

posted by Zeph Chew at 11:34 PM